Disappointment

It is hard for me to know that I have let her down. I can see it in her face and feel it in her vibe. Today we found out that there would be no babies for me. I was sent to Colorado for a while to be near where the boy was. I was treated like a queen while I was out there and my only job was to come home with babies inside of me. I have let them all down.

After it is all said and done, the girls that stay have one job, have babies. They kick the ball down the road, advance the generation. My mom did it. The Old Lady. She had her puppies and from her came me. I was chosen to carry on the line. She picked me early and I did not let her down. I was great at the dog shows only needing a few to get my championship. I passed all of my health checks. And I have even given her several babies. The problem has been that these babies have not been nice enough to keep. She has tried from each of my litters to keep a girl, but in each case they did not work out. And believe me my boyfriends have been pretty nice.

My first by was a handsome German dude. We traveled far to see him and in the end we kept Secret, but alas she was not to be. The second by was just as nice. From Mexico. Jada came from this litter and once again she was not going to make the grade. Our last boy was a great guy from Canada called Matten, but again the same story. Even though there were five girls to choose from (I think my lady has pretty high standards).

She found this last boy in Colorado which is why I spent some time with our friends out there. He was nice and we got along just fine. I am not sure what happened. Maybe the plane ride was more stressful than we thought. I just know that all of them are devastated. I am sorry it didn't work out this time, hopefully next time