disappointment

So yesterday was Jackie's funeral. It was a true celebration of her life and surrounded by family it was all really ok. But there were some mising. I was particulary hurt by the lack of certain people that I expected to see. Only two dear friends made the trip to Baltimore to share their condolences with us. I was so grateful and appreciative to see them, But it made it even more noticable the ones that didn't come. Not only didn,t they come but no call or card. I guess that I misjudged our relationship and have terribly hurt feelings about it. I dont think it pays to put your heart out there, you only get it hurt.